Like its his birthday.

Got adventure today at Wetland again. At school, Deidre said that its his birthday and i was like. OMG. wasn't it on March? and what ever he'll get something like its gonna be his first. Why cant i over him? I said to deidre that i wanted to give up and she says NO. Why? Tell me why? And guess what? She says , one day you'll like him again and you wont give up. Yeah, the more i wanted to stop liking him , the more i fall for him. PLEASE BRO. I wanna change school and this is not the only reason why i want to change. You ask me to cos the school is far away from home. Anyway, today at Wetland its cool. Saya balik balik kasih kena c Kevin ;) sitting with Claireen and Windy. yeah they were there too , their driver was Winston ;) today the bad life totally begins. How can i stop? how can i move on? how can i stop acting like i care when i saw you with her? its hurt, totally. but never mind its not like i'm going to break with my boyfriend just because wanted to be loyal waiting for you. No. You could have been, you should have been, you're not and you will never be. I miss you, i mean i miss when we're playing in primary school, talking in primary school. Please heart, please i wanted to stop. Please don't wasting your time. Oh Lord, i beg you. 

i shouldn't fall for you.